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  • Reading: The Hunger Games
  • Playing: Skyrim
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February is the worst month. Thank god it's also the shortest.

Anyway. There's something I've been meaning to tell my friends but I don't have the strength to tell everyone individually, so I'll just say it here since most of you follow me here. And now I'm sounding really dramatic, but basically: I'm dropping out of school.

I feel like I ended up in the wrong place. The school was really nice and so were the people, but something just felt... off the entire autumn. And, well, I failed the programming course and then my student loans got messed up and I'm not really sure this is what I really want, so I decided that I'd just drop out and get a job instead for the time being. And working on my writing.

I'm gonna move back home to my parents' soon, which will probably drive me crazy sooner or later but right now it's mostly just nice. It's nice to have people around and it's nice to have someone else do the cooking for you.

Honestly, this has been kind of hard on me and I've had trouble talking about it to people. I'm not used to not knowing what I want. I'm not used to not being able to do things on my first try. And I'm definitely not used to being an "adult". I've spent the entire autumn feeling annoying. I still do. I feel like I annoy everyone around me and I don't want to burden anyone with my problems so I've been even more quiet than usual lately. I'm really sorry if I haven't talked to you lately but it's literally just because I feel annoying every time I try to take contact with someone.

Well, that's basically it I guess. I've been wanting to draw lately but it hasn't gone very well. I'll update when I update.

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numinous80 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013
Hi, I saw you commented on some Myst related artwork on someone else's page and just wanted to know if you've seen Cyan's Kickstarter for their new game Obduction? If not check it out at www.kickstarter.com/projects/cyaninc/obduction

We need all the Myst fans we can get!
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Aonalion Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Student General Artist
I have seen it, yeah! Unfortunately I'm a bit broke at the moment, but I've told all my friends about it as well :)
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numinous80 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013
I know that broke feeling. Sucks ay. Still, letting people know about it is the next best thing. :-) Hopefully it gets funded and you're able to pick up a copy when it gets released.
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Aonalion Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Student General Artist
Absolutely!
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VivArts Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Hello Random Deviant, have a llama! :icongrin--plz:
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Aonalion Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you! :) That's very sweet.
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Mxi665 Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012
Thanks for the fav :]
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Aonalion Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2012  Student General Artist
You're welcome cx
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N3kosann Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hej jag tog en bild på dig som Amon under Närcon 2012 och undrar om det är okej att jag lägger upp den? Ger dig givetvis creds som coplayern =3
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Aonalion Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2012  Student General Artist
Javisst! Jag blir jätteglad av att se cosplayfoton på mig själv! C:
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MalinNilsson Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hur bytte du namn? (Bra att veta i framtiden...kanske)
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Aonalion Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2012  Student General Artist
Man måste ha premium membership, men du kan läsa allt om det här: [link] :)
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MalinNilsson Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Aha, Tack.
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catdidit Featured By Owner May 23, 2012

deviantART muro drawing Comment Drawing
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Aonalion Featured By Owner May 23, 2012  Student General Artist
Aww, that's adorable... ;u;
I wish I could draw you something but I don't even have a tablet... ^^'''
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